Greetings Great and Powerful Friends!!!!

Well, lets see, life is still strange, and very confusing... but it doesn't matter. I'll get over it. eventually. But in the meantime, ballet class is actually going really well! Maxine, who's my teacher, said that i should consider taking real classes... cause the one we're in now is more for just fitness and fun. But yeh, anyway.... what else???? umm, maths tests suck, as does being at the bottom of advanced maths :( but anyway. my dress for formal is almost done. just, lace, zip and hem to go i think :P YAY! meh so thats me...

Hmm, longer days, shorter nights... sounds like a good reason to party!!! :P

Well, the days are getting longer, and its only a month or so until formal! i am actually getting excited :) i mean my dress is coming together, and i think it'll actually get done in time for formal! BIG EVENT! :P better than going in rags and gaffa tape :P

who likes mangos!!!!

well i haven't blogged lately as, quite frankly, there hasn't been much to blog about! *sigh* such an interesting life isn't it! oh well, you get over it!
Man my father can be the most frustrating person to deal with! its can get so annoying! asnd then on top of it all, u find that theres a science test period 2, and u completely forgot about it! Not that its was the test that freaked me, just the fact that i forgot, and i really didn't want to have to concentrate all that hard! *sigh* oh well :( its all good i guess.
and hands up who likes mangos!?!?
mwahahahahaha! u r all fools! *evil hampster possessed by corrupted emus laugh*

Creative Writing

*sigh* well i feel i have achieved alot this weekend. Not any school work. But I got a fair amount of work done on my new story :) and Nathan read one of my others, and he thought it was really good :) so i'm happy. And i am now looking for a creative writing course during the holidays, or anything like that. even a program for next year would be good. But yeh.... anyway, enough of that, i don't really see myself becoming a writer, but i can hope. well must dash, words await!

Is the any possibility in the world!!!!!

*sigh* is it ever going to be possible for me to have a normal friendship with a guy who has a girlfriend! (not mentioning any names) But seriously! Sure there have been screw ups, and things happened that shouldn't have. But for crying out loud! cann't people let it go, and just deal with it! i mean all involed agree that it was stupid thing to let happen, and it shouldn't have, but one person deciedes to make moving on dificult! *sigh* well i've moved on, and i would dearly like to keep this friendship, but that is obviously going to be inpossible....

By the way, if you don't understand this blog, don't worry, it just means that you didn't need to know, and therefore have not been told. Sorry, but the less people who know, the less people to get agitated and the less people to worry about.

Fairy Lights??????

well we now have fairy lights across our balcony doors........ very random. greg decide to put them up. he was like even more excited about them than mum or me!
Very strange!

Well today it is exceptionally hot i must say! supposedly hit the record for october at 38 degrees, so i reckon we're all going to die from heat exhaustion soon! either that or in my case aspyxiation, just from having uncontrollable coughing fits! not really that nice, but oh well you get over it! its days like these when i wish i had a pool, or a knew someone near me who did! oh well, i'll go back to roasting, i have to make sure i don't get too over-done! :P

I'd like to be an angel

. . . . to have the wings to fly, and the image to inspire, the gift to love, and the grace to fail without shame. That would be nice. To love unconditionaly, and to see life in everything. and to be able to understand god, and to feel that absolute devotion. i dont know, just to be able to give and to love so openly. but then i don't think that i could handle the responsibility....

Back To Reality!!!!

i have definatly not missed reality these holidays! it has been so good to have a break! *sighs* but now its back in the saddle for another term! and the last term of year 10 to boot! Oh gosh, school cert is already haunting my every step. It plauges my mind for days everytime some one mentions it! the one frustration that continues from school to home, when all other issues change.
*sigh* oh well, other than that, BODY CORPORATES SUCK!!!!!!!!!!! i hate them at the moment!! they are just making life so difficult!!! :'( its just a small white fluffy dog! jeeze! like its ever caused a problem! its only words on a piece of paper, and they choose to make a big deal out of it! flaming heck! *brethes deeply* 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10 ok, well if anyone is interested in owning a nine year old Bichon Frise, please talk to me, and i'll tell mother.... *sizzle sizzle steam steam* oh well, i gues its the only realistic response, its either that or move, and i know mum is reluctant to do that, and if we did, it would be like a train and a bus to school, or home, or something, and yeh, even though it would only be for 7 terms, and its like yeh... oh well thoughts to be pondered another time. *sigh*
Have you noticed that alot of people seem to be sighing at the moment!?!?!?!?

Thanks for the last time we were together - Danish Greeting

Its been so hard to blog during the holidays, mainly getting to a computer with the internet was the hardest thing! but anyway. I was sitting at my dads factory the other day, and while i was using his desk to work on, i found a 'thankyou' book that was given to him by Meliesa. So i started to flick through the pages, and i found some very nice quotes, and so i'm going to share them here, they just reminded me about what a friendship is, and how valuable and irreplaceable it can be...

"Friendship is the hardest thing to explain. It's not something yhou learn in school, but if you haven't learnt the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learnt anything."
-Muhammad Ali

"On the path between the houses of friends, grass does not grow"
- Noweghian Proverb

"To your good health old friend, may you live to be a thousand years, and may i be there to count them."
- Robert Smith Sutees

"Oh the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a persn, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keeping what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness throw the rest away."
- Dinah Maria Mullock Craik

"The greatest gift in life is friendship, and i have recieved it."
- Hubert Humphrey