Oh holidays are fun aren't they?

well satying up til 2 in the morning is quite fun, until ou have to wake up that is. but still its all worth it. . .
i used to think after andre, that love was only for a lucky few, which could never include me again. but lately ive been thinking, that maybe i was wrong, yes, i;m admitting i might have been wrong, enjoy it while it lasts. . . but still, i never though i could find someone who was so perfect, he's gorgeous, smart, caring, he has a wicked sense of humor, and i could just talk to him forever.
All the same, it hardly seems real that such a person could find interest in me, but then at the same time, i know its true.
Ahh young love, tis what makes maddness seem like sanity. but then love is maddness in this world. and i'm about to be accepted into the institution of mental illness!
i can't stop thinking about him, its so strange, and i still have to wait a week before i can see him. . . . it feels like i've been asked to wait a lifetime. . .
well i'm sure your all tired of my ramblings, but the next chapter of December hasn't been co-operative, and so i thought i'd visit my blog, and give u all a little update :)
ta ta xo