we're back!

well school is back in full swing, and i have admitted that i am not coping with it, especially with all the crap at home stressing me out as well. so i have to work through this now, and so yes i am going to have alot of fun with this not! oh well i just finished downloading picasa 2, so yes i'll blog later :)

he he he :P it was only one guy this time ok! :P

OMG NIKKI'S PARTY WAS DA BOMB! :D
anyway first day back was average, but yeh nikki's party was so much fun! :)
he he he well i enjoyed it very much at least :) :P

holidays are over...

well well well, another lot of holidays has come and gone, a whole two and a bit weeks of relax, unwind, catch up and good times, thats if u go by the movies, mine, well they were ok, not alot of relax though, but enough, and stress, well a fair bit of that but still its all good, anyway, back to school in a couple of days, and i am so not ready, i haven't finished either of my supporting documentations, or my essay for society and cukture, and i am not even close to finishing dracula... oh well i'll survive, i have major socialising tonight which will see me through :)

Holidays!

Yay its holidays, well ok, i know its like the end of the first week, but still! its been good to get some decent rest, and actually be able to relax for a bit. Sigh, but still even in the holidays, i can have emotional upheaval. If i was in a normal stable state, i might have been able to tlak to cassy, like tom asked me to, but seriously, i miss dad, i hate mum, and greg is driving me up the wall. I wish it would rain or something, just so i might feel clensed of this emotional crap. just at the moment i have no idea what i'm really feeling, i don't know what i'm supposed to feel and i don't know what i want to feel. it sucks! Any i'm going to go finish making cassy's fortune teller, hopefully it might help her a bit.