Holidays!

Yay its holidays, well ok, i know its like the end of the first week, but still! its been good to get some decent rest, and actually be able to relax for a bit. Sigh, but still even in the holidays, i can have emotional upheaval. If i was in a normal stable state, i might have been able to tlak to cassy, like tom asked me to, but seriously, i miss dad, i hate mum, and greg is driving me up the wall. I wish it would rain or something, just so i might feel clensed of this emotional crap. just at the moment i have no idea what i'm really feeling, i don't know what i'm supposed to feel and i don't know what i want to feel. it sucks! Any i'm going to go finish making cassy's fortune teller, hopefully it might help her a bit.