wow, 21 days...

Well its been three weeks since my last post here it would seem! WOW!
ohk, well the general update is as follows
week 1: i don't know
week 2: exams, urgh! Ancient History was SHITE!!!
week 3: work placement, great people easy work, in general all good.

the only sad news i have to report is the passing of dads semi-ex-girlfriend, Samara Secre.
We found out on Friday morning, she had a severe asthma attack and died in the ambulance on the way to hospital. The shock affected dad a lot, so a bad night followed, but he's recovering now, and is doing a lot better concentrating on moving on and such.
For the people who know me who read this, it has upset me a fair bit, because she was a wonderful person, and had taken me on as something like the daughter she never had, however, its not something that is going to be affecting me now, its going to be something that i'm going to deal with in myself much later. At the moment my main concern is to look after dad, and help him through things.

If your not aware, this is the second time something like this has happened, Meliessa, dads girlfriend when i was in yr 9, died when she drowned in the bath after taking a hit of heroine. Her memory has stayed with me ever since, and i still miss her. Yet, it did not affect me as you would think, in terms of school and social life etc. Its just the way i deal with death. And while i loved Sam dearly, and i will miss her terribly, I am not in need of any form of TLC or special care. Right now i'm just waiting to cry, and waiting for the final stage to pass.

The funeral is on Friday, i'm not sure if i will go or not.