Well its the last day of may, and i am tired. I'm tired of being and doing everything i am. I am in a state of mind where i no longer care about getting a UAI, or any other form of acedemic excellence. I'm tired of looking after dad, and i'm tired of dealing with assessments while dad is under the weather. I'm frustrated at my own lack of time management skills. Mum is telling me i should slow down with my social life and concentrate on school, as it really is only a short time, and her inference that there will be plenty of time afterwards to party and all that. But i don't agree, i'm happy with spending more time with my friends than studying, because they're more important to me, and i know that after this year, i'll probably loose contact with most of them and never see them again. Thats not something i look forward to.
I'm sitting in the library at the momentt, and i'm freezing my but off. I'm finding it ironic how on the day i feel like a raindrop, falling through the sky towards my imminent end, it rains. I'm waiting fro tom to finish working on his industrial technology project so we can go get some lunch, and i'm trying to get some english extension two work done. Its slowly happening i think.
In anycase i bid you adieu, and i shall trudge forward through this drudgery we call life.
A few words about me...
- shinysilverdragon
- Belrose, Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
- I was once described as a deep pond. Calm on the surface, but who knows what going on in the darkness. I don't know if its still true or not. It probably isn't, but it's a nice little thought anyway. I like reading, being creative. I also love motorsport in particular, drift. and hope one day to compete at a National/International level.
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