Sunday, August 13, 2006

In the end it doesnt even matter

Well the trials are over and we're beginning to get our marks back. So far i have topped textiles and business services, i'm ranked at 18th in Advanced English with 68/105, which isn't so bad, but i would be nice if it were a bit higher. I'm still waiting onextension and anceint history, which is the one i'm most owrried about. We got through to Rock Eistedfod Grand Finals, and i am handing in my textiles major work tomorrow morning.

I'm scared. I'm franticly working on my textiles, and i'm still not sure if i'll get my folio done on time... its scary. I have been a stress wreck and i don't know how i'm going to go with finishing my extension 2 english either.

In the end...
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

i think this is my song for the HSC. to remind myself that it doesnt matter, even if i have screwed it up.... especially after thinking back on the work i did up until this point.

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