Food For Thought....

Life is such a complicated thing. Not that anyone didn't know that already, but it is the only thing that is constant throughout our being on this earth. Seriously, if you think about it, life is the only thing that is always there. Of course after you die, no one has any idea whats going to really happen. i mean heaven, hell, the elysian fields, hades, reincarnation, decomposition, paradise, Feng Du, i mean who knows what really happens after we pass on. That is what plauges me constantly with religion. In my life i have been exposed to only a select few beiliefs, none of whch have fulfilled my desire for understanding of life and truth. Christianity, what i was predominantly raised on, never stuck home. I fell into paganism for a time, and could still be called such as i do not hold faith in the christian god. I belive, for the sake of those around me, that there is a god of sorts, but i can't believ that one religion is the true and correct way. it is impossible for there to only be one true religion that will deliver salvation. There are millions of religions in the world, how can only some people get the right book? this is just an idea i have been mulling over for some time. honestly, i don't know, i've looked into these thgoughts, and researched, but i just can't find anything that has clarified my ideas. well, it's food for thought anyway...