Oh sometimes this miserable world can cause such anger and frustration. it is just not what i need at the moment :( so i harken back to the title of this blog, "I'm tired of being what you want me to be..." i think i should make that my quote, just cause i am tired of being what people expect me to be. I hate living up to my own expectations let alone everybody else's. its hard enough when i expect better than i can achieve of myself. well on the other hand, i guess thats what drives me on to do what i do, and do it as best i can.
BUT I HATE HIM!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM! its not fair! :( its not my fault that mum chooses some aussie drongo for her boyfriend, so why do i suffer from it!?!?! sigh i know i should talk to her, but i really don't know what i'm supposed to say.... sigh, one day i'll talk to her, i don't know when, but i'll try to talk to her soon. maybe.... :(
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