life, roads, death, and wedding dresses!

As i traverse this wonderful path which i shall call my life, i often wonder if it really is a life, or if its just a constant amble until you reach the end of the road. i mean really, this journey is just a quest for the end, with some nice by-products along the way... sigh, yes this is my outlook at the moment... well sort of... mum and i have a wedding expo on sunday, at royal prince alfred yacht club... i really don't feel like walking around in wedding dresses all day... it just seems so weird now! oh well, i've already said yes, so i can deal with it. well life works in mysterious ways, and i really wish i knew the best way to pull myself together, but hoonestly i don't know how... well no i do, just i know too many ways... sigh, well c'est la vie, and it goes on.