Friday, August 19, 2005

I'm sorry, so sorry, why do we live like this?

Well I don’t know how I end up doing it some day’s. It seemed there wasn’t one person I didn’t annoy today! I don’t know exactly how I did it with some, and I don’t know how to go about fixing things.

Sigh, I’m sorry everyone. I really am. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m over reacting and doing stupid things.

While I am here, I have a few things I would like to say, even though I will say them in person soon enough:

I’m sorry to Kelly, firstly for going out with Matt without checking with you first, and for going with Marvin to his formal, even as an extra, and also for going to Damien's formal, and inviting him to ours, i wasn't thinking.

I’m sorry to Nikki, for biting you today, I over reacted, and I didn’t intend to hurt you.

I’m sorry to Ash, not for any particular reason, I just felt guilty today as if I had done something wrong.

And I’m sorry to everyone for the way I complain and whine, even though Nikki seems to be the only one who mentions it. I know it’s annoying for everyone to continually hear my crap, but I do listen to you guys most of the time.

I know that I haven’t been the most saintly person throughout my life. But I try to do what’s right, I don’t know if that’s helped things or made it harder, but it’s the way I’ve tried to live.

Everyone knows my situation with family. I’m sure you’ve heard it often enough and I would have hoped that that should lend some understanding to why I’m a bit off some days. Although I understand that sometimes it’s not that obvious or easy.

I shall leave this blog here, and hope for the best.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Scotty GEE reporting after drawn to advertisment over msn :),
well you didnt/dont annoy me so its all good over here :D hehe.
Stvens on the other hand FUCKIN HELL, ill leave it at that and say haha sucked in i saw u with aaron and dane, OOOOOOOH LOVERS!!!!