Life Goes On...

The time has come once more for me to add to my blog.

I don’t know exactly what about, but as I am obsessed with writing ceaseless babble, I’m sure I shall fill the space somehow.

Actually my internet is being a bitch, and not cooperating, so I’m writing this in a word document, hence why there are less typos than usual! WOW! Anyway, I don’t entirely understand my computers problem, I know it’s entitled to have its own private issues that it may not necessarily want to share, but all the same, it’s no reason for it to take it out on its defenceless users!

Sigh; oh well back to sitting uselessly in front of a box!

In any case, other news is not as forthcoming; however, I am beginning to see the group I’m in fray. Not so much in a bad way, just we’re all growing into ourselves, and the group we’re in is not as accommodating for that growth as we would like it to be. That’s just my spin on it though; naturally everyone else is going to have different ideas about it all. Although I do feel that the little group we used to have, has really been abolished. Everyone is going in what direction feels right for them, and I’m beginning to feel a sort of melancholy looking back at how we were compared to how we are now. Not that I regret the changes, just it shows how much we have grown, and proves that change is inevitable, and no one is constant.

On that note, I am seeing Matt on Saturday, which I am very happy about. It will be good to see him again; I admit I have missed him. Although I’m beginning to think I don’t want him back as much as I used to. However, I’m sure that it will all come crashing down when I see him again, and when he goes I will have to pull out the bricks and mortar again. Damn those flimsy emotional brick walls!

Sigh, well in other news, I told mum I hated Greg. I don’t know exactly how she took it, but I got and ‘oh’ response. I knew that she didn’t realise, and if she had she wouldn’t have said yes to the moving in thing as quickly as she did, which she did begin to talk about, except I stopped her, seeing as I didn’t want to hear it, and I knew pretty much what was going to be said. I don’t know how that went either, but I’m guessing not too bad. My mother infuriates me some days.

Well what else do you do about life? Nothing much can be done. Even for your nearest and dearest, sometimes love isn’t enough to keep them above board. Even with the best intention things go wrong sometimes.

As I said, I didn’t know what I was going to blog about, but as it happens I have almost filled an A4 page in word. I think its now time for me to go.

Its now time for sleep and recuperation.