Well i really don't know what i want to do! It is the most frustrating thing at the moment. I mean i love andre more than anything else, and i don't want to lose or hurt him. but i honestly don't know what i want to do. or what i even want! i mean, there is so much i want to see and do before i settle down, and being woth andre, is basically the equivilant of marriage, and i really dont know if i want toi stay where i know i'll be secure, and safe, or if i want to venture out to other things. i mean i know it sounds shallow, but i want to be with other people during my life, before i find a life partner. i mean, i have options, i know that, but i dont know whether i want to try them or wateva, and yeh i just really don't know! cause i know its impossible but i want someone who i can leave on the sideline, and then try all this, then run back to them when it doesnt work. impossible i know, and i must sound like the most shallow person at the moment! and i honestly don't mean it to sound as shallow as it does...but i can't helpp it, i love attention, and i guess i like being a flirt as well, but hell whats wrong with that?????
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