Tuesday, August 17, 2004

The love potion you made tastes terrible, how will you drink it?

by closing my eyes tight,
by shutting the door and locking it,
by opening my mouth in silence,
and then dying of asphyxiation...


cause thats what false love does, and thats all that can be achieved by a man-made potion.

Love is a gift of something more than what man himself can create. It is something that must be felt with your entire being. not just your heart, or just your body, or just your mind. Only a love which can be felt by all of these can be called real love. And thats when you die, because you realise that you can't live without the other person, and without their love in return, your heart breaks and slowly bleeds, releasing the life from your body.

You feel as if the hurt and angst will never leave you. and so it is then that you give up your life, love, and being, and give in to the darkness. . .

Unless, of course, the person you love loves you in return. then you will be blessed with endless days of happines, and well being. however, all this is easily lost in an instant.

Love is a rose, it requires alot of work and protection, even in the barren months, the rose bush needs protection and care to ensure that the roses will come with the fetile days.

2 comments:

BlueCloudGray said...

You think it hurts when they don't return your love? It does I'll give you that. BUT.... that's not everything. Take it from someone who's been there and done ALL that. It hurst even more to find out the one you loved (and supposedly loved you) cheated on you OR they eventually began to turn every ounce of energy into HATING you with a passion, literally trying to ruin every moment they can.

I don't know which if the three options suck more but as I said before. Take it from someone whos been there and done that, what hurts now, what burns now all of that can go away. Time heals SOOO much. One day you'll look back on this stuff and you'll be happy it happened even if only for the experience and lessons you've gained from it. But right now, it's a coaster that sometimes has its ups and downs.

But hey maybe I mis-understood that entry and got it all wrong. In that case I'm sorry to have waisted all your time (which is prolly about 2 minutes at most by the time you're done reading this).

BlueCloudGray said...

And you know what. YOU SHOULD REALLY IGNORE WHAT I JUST SAID A MINUTE AGO.

sorry. I'm goin over yer other entries and it doesn't look like what it sounded like from this one.
When I'm not in a bad mood my understanding of things like this really get's thrown out of wack. Or maybe it's just cause you're a girl and I really dont understand them very well. Oh please don't tell me I got that one wrong too. =/ *sighs* oh well catch ya later.