mm, hot chocolate :)

yay, today was the last day of school for term 2! its gone by so fast! sigh, such is the futile race of life we run. oh well.

hot chocolate is the best! :) well hot milo at least. :P

You know what, i really am getting so annoyed with all the school social political crap! and the worst part is, i've put myself in such a situation that i can't really get out of it..... :(

i mean, fair enough, cassy doesn't want to have that much to do with me anymore, but honestly, making out that our realtionship is one of continued hate and revenge, its silly! i still respect her, and i even feel sorry for her, and all the stuff she has gone through, and is putting herself through, i don't hate her. I still think shes a wonderful human being, just at times she needs to step back and look at what she is really doing.

Playing games, and lying to people, and going behind their backs, its not the way a person should live, she is destroying herself and so many people who love her. She appears to be on a continual spiral downwards that is only going to end in her self destruction.

in anycase, my own actions are less than perfect i know, and despite all the hoo ha about it all, i am sorry for betraying peoples trust. Although i think the time has come to let the truth come out, and to let people burn for their own mistakes, and their own actions. if someone want to be the saviour, let them, but stop hurting and lying to other people who haveno part in this ongoing fued. if thats how people wish to view it...

oh well i shall write later i'm sure.
xoxoxo