well well, what can i say?

i would like to start out this blog with an apology to Cassy, i'm sorry for the words i used in my previous post which you found offensive or contradictory, and i apologise for any wrong i have done to you and anyone else in my life who reads this.

i'm not going to comment, nor retaliate further on this topic, as i really don't think its necessary. just as i felt that many of the comments, and other responses to my post were unnecessary. in any case, it is only high school, and is a vital learning period in our adolescent hormone charged lives.
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now, for what this blog was intended for, an online journal which is my place to express thoughts and emotions to an audience, which hardly exists.

well work placement started without many glitches, besides dad, which in my life is one big glitch after another, and even though now i am told nothing of his status/situation, i still feel it in my heart whenever something happens. its hard to deal with, although now i'm not specifically told anything, i guess its helping, at least its not taking as much of a toll on me as it used to.

greg is still the bane of my existance, as some of my poems describe, disturbing as it may be, i sometimes think i know too much about my parents, their sex lives, and their habits. :( anyways

i really don't feel like saying much more, so i shall leave this here

bye all.