Friday, November 18, 2005

Boring...

Greetings all. I'm bored, and in the first of three free periods, its getting boring already. But i'm helping Renay for the next two with her textiles assessment, so that should fill in some time at least.

Mum was crying this morning, it seems so vague now that i'm not sure whether it was a dream or real. but hse was arguing with greg i think, and it was like 'thats why i dont feel like living somedays and why i dont like coming home.' it sounds familiar doesn't it...
i don't know what to do about it though i really don't. Cause i still want to move in with dad, because living with greg just doesnt work, and i desparately want to be with dad. But at the same time i'm scared to leave mum.

And then all the crap thats been happening with people from school has been confusing, and schoolwork itself hasnt been going to well. At least though, i have something to hand in for textiles, even if i'm going to miss a bit on the fabric samples. Oh well, i cant be bothered to work on it now, so i'll help Renay and just make do with mine. Hopefully it'll pull through...
The next step is to just get Ancient History done. That shall be interesting...

I can hear everyone next door, in the senior study, they're listening to Luke's New Years music that he's planning. It sounds cool, but i really dont feel like being around people at the moment.

ah well, i don't think we'll get much painting done this week for eco club, but we shall see.... i was supposed to start early. but i don't see that happening if i'm going to be helping Renay with her stuff....

Bye now... xo

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