questions...

what am i doing here?
where am i going?
what is all this really for?

these are the questions which plague our existance, or at least mine at the moment.
i feel really quite empty at the moment....
i mean i'm happy, i dont doubt that. but at the same time, i feel i'm missing something. These last few weeks in chatswood are driving me up the wall.... sigh, i just want to get out, and actually make a go of year 12.
if i could i would so drop ancient history at the moment. I like it, but its just annoying.

sigh, and according to matt i enjoy being miserable....
dont know what to make of that
but with him and i, its never going to work again, which i'm sad about, but grateful at the same time, cause now i can focus more on school and stuff, but all the same, it was nice...

sigh, i'm tired so i'm going to sleep,
bye bye!