not one of the bus poems, but still, i wanted it here.

Dear Mum,

I can't tell you how beautiful it is here.
The lights surround me like a glowing blanket,
The air is warm, fresh, i feel i can breathe again.
Mum you would love it here, i know it, i covet
your happiness, hence why i don't ask you
To come join me now. That would be too much
The world there was too demanding for me you see
Thats why i came here, and why i can't do lunch.
I'm sorry i left so suddenly mum, something came up
But life is like that isn't it mum? especially for you
Rushing around keeping everyone happy, your charm
Always fell on the right faces like it would always do.
I'm sad i had to leave mum, i didn't want to go
But something was pulling me, saying that peace awaited
My arrival. Although i didn't find it i'm happy waiting.
One day when you come mum then i'll know to what i'm fated
The world here is wonderous, i've never felt happier
i really did love you mum, even with all your flaws
i know your grieving for me mum, but know i am at peace
the time is nearing for the gates to close, slowly i hear the calls
My time is coming to a close mum, i really have to go
I know i caused you pain mum, but this is the last time
i hope. Life awaits me here, i'm going to find one
One that will be good enough for you, don't worry, i'll be fine.