topsy turvy day

Well really now is that so? well i must say life yesterday morning seemed to be going pretty ok! I woke up, came to school, textiles was great, got stuff done, and had a generally fun time. However everything went sour from period 2. The notice came around in period 1. Year meeting in period 2 in the Jan Jones Room. Ok, well i miss out on period 2, ancient history, ok, no major loss. Off we go. The year meeting is the usual stuff that we had to know, as in stuff about jindabyne, and a few other things like prefect self nominations and the like. then the words, 'after this we need the business services class to stay back for a few minutes please.' ok so the first thought is, what did we do this time, which substitute did we piss off enough to have some of period 2 all to ourselves with the teachers. And then it comes out, we have to move businsess services offline indefinatly, as the yr 12 business studies class need miss hillyer becasue they're two weeks away from their trial exams. so we spend about 20 minutes trying to work out where we can put four classes throughout the week where they won't adversely affect anyone. So what ends up happening is getting 2 extra 7.30 classes on tuesday and wednesday. then a period 7 on a monday, and a lunchtime class on thursday! its absolutlyy brilliant! I felt fantastic afterwards! it only means that i had to screw myself and rule myself out of basketball training. Leaving the responsibility to Cassy and hoping like hell that she will do what she needs to to keep the whole idea afloat! i know i should have a little more faith, except the only problem is that well, she has only been to about 2 of the trainings so far! which while good for those two, is really becoming a whole waste of time because no one shows up! i can really undrstand how teachers feel now with classes that don't want to work. Because i have been there every week so far! i have put in the effort, shown up, and organised most of it! seriously, and i can't get that annoyed with cassy for not showing up, because i feel that she is likely to go along, and use it as an excuse to bring up old arguments and say that i'm attacking her just because i hate her or whatever and because of who she is. so really its frustrating, because each week we get about 4 or 5 people including myself, and its just not enough. if everyone showed up as they said they would, and all agreed to, we would be fine, and we would all be doing a whole lot better i think. oh well i'll live, life is not that bad, its just tiring and frustrating, because i want to do well, just i have no drive to do work, and i am always so tired! its annoying, and getting annoyed and frustrated is only making me more tired!