Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Death Monday... :(

Sigh, everthing always seems to go wrong at once. First Coco, and now Vanessa's Mum. Its so sad, and everthing is so sudden, i don't think any amount of knowledge or preparation can ever really prepare anyone for this kind of thing.

Its going to be a tough week, and hopefully this is just getting everything possible out of the way so as to allow for a clear run at the HSC, but still, one never knows what the next phone call is going to be.

They say that life is a journey, and that the destination is not that important, and i think they're right, the destination is the final conclusion. Its like the final bow before the end of the show, and the lights come back on. Then the audience leaves, and the actors have a hell of an after party :) well thats one way of looking at it. And with the analogy, life is a stage, i tg=hink it makes it a little easier for me to deal with.

I've booked in with the councillor for next tuesday, period 2, so that shall be good. so i have a week to decide how much i want to tell her. I told her this morning about Coco, so that leaves the rest to be pondered. I will tell her, i know that, just i want to figure out in my head a definitive way of saying it. Thats just the way i like to do thing i guess, i like to know what i want to say, and then i don't really care what i actually do say, or at least i don't mind as much if i get off track, because i know where i want to end up once i've finished talking.

Sigh, well i shall leave this here, i just wanted to update this on the latest news.

Ciao for now, mwa xoxo

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

well...hopefully you can get through this :(

BUT! whats the deal with incorporating english work in a blog? you fool!

anyways im off to invent my teleporter...wish me luck