My theory is:
Life is something that a mind and body get thrown into with no experience. They are then left to struggle with the already developed world around them, learning to cope, yet coping at the same time.
anyways, that was rather pointless.
i'm torn at the moment... i really dont know what i'm supposed to do. I've noticed a few things lately about people, and the way they behave, and its beginninng to worry me, and i desperatly want to try and help them, but i'm nervous of them pushing me away, and making the problem worse by interfering. Although at the same time, i feel obliged, being the person i am, to try and find out what the problem is.
i'm just getting scared, because i dont know how much i should allow myself to worry about other people, when i keep getting told i worry about ither people too much, and that i need to look after myself better. Although its not entirely my nature to do that at the moment.
Sigh, well i have a session with the councillor tomorrow, so that shall be good. I get the feeling family issues will be at the forefront of the conversation.
Ah well, no matter, i shall go sleep now, as mum and greg just got home... this shall be an interesting week of adjustment.
GOD DAMN I HATE BEING SO ADAPTABLE TO SITUATIONS I DON'T PARTICULARLY LIKE!!!!!
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